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El Immigrante
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I "felt" changes in my body and my mental well-being after a few weeks into the gig but didn't give it much thought and thought nothing much of it. I knew I was working harder- not physically but mentally because I was becoming much more inpatient, less tolerant of stupid mistakes and much more aggressive and direct with the people I deal with.
Well, last week I went to the docs and despite
1) mountain biking for 2 hours every weekday (~18 miles and 3,100ft of climbing),
2) jogging 4-6 miles over hilly terrain M-W-F evenings,
3) doing much more MTBing and hiking than that on weekends, and
4) now weighing 161lbs (5'7"),
My BP is 152/90 with a resting HR of 51. My BP prior to this position had always been a steady 119/82.
I was put on BP meds and it was a HUGE blow to my ego and outlook on life. I was crushed by the news- I actually cried on my drive back home.
Now, I'm thinking of speaking with my boss (and HR) about it and going back to a Director-level position (if available) and if not, resigning and looking for another mid-level management job.
Perhaps I'm being a little pansy about it. I don't know. I know several people on BP meds but they have more justifiably sound reasons for it- don't exercise, fat, poor diets, etc.
I had to vent this out. Am I going to die?
I took a few days to take it all in and make decisions...and if necessary, rinse the sand out of my fagina. I'm starting to look like I'm 60.
Well, last week I went to the docs and despite
1) mountain biking for 2 hours every weekday (~18 miles and 3,100ft of climbing),
2) jogging 4-6 miles over hilly terrain M-W-F evenings,
3) doing much more MTBing and hiking than that on weekends, and
4) now weighing 161lbs (5'7"),
My BP is 152/90 with a resting HR of 51. My BP prior to this position had always been a steady 119/82.
I was put on BP meds and it was a HUGE blow to my ego and outlook on life. I was crushed by the news- I actually cried on my drive back home.
Now, I'm thinking of speaking with my boss (and HR) about it and going back to a Director-level position (if available) and if not, resigning and looking for another mid-level management job.
Perhaps I'm being a little pansy about it. I don't know. I know several people on BP meds but they have more justifiably sound reasons for it- don't exercise, fat, poor diets, etc.
I had to vent this out. Am I going to die?
I took a few days to take it all in and make decisions...and if necessary, rinse the sand out of my fagina. I'm starting to look like I'm 60.